Mommy, I'm so angry! |
I remember following the blogs of other people who had babies around the
same time that I did and I marveled at how easy their transition seemed...and how after a short amount of time they were back to making beautiful things. Frankly, I just didn't have the brain power to do much of anything. But I remember feeling like I needed to make something and telling my husband that I felt creatively stuck. It wasn't until Little O was around 10 weeks old that I finally felt up to the challenge of using my brain again - but only a very small part of it. I had bought the Pixie Purls Country Kiddie pattern before the baby was born and it turned out to be the perfect project for my re-entry into the world of crafting. It's a simple pattern (yeah top down sweaters! yeah stockinette stitch!) that's well-written and easy to follow (yeah Pixie Purls!). I whipped the first two out in no time at all and the third one out a couple of months later. Now I'm working on version number four, although this one's going to have long-sleeves because let's face it, there is no short-sleeve sweater weather in the Pacific Northwest.
I've learned that many mommy bloggers blog through rose-colored glasses. They don't write about the hard stuff or the shameful mommy moments. They don't dare admit their life is anything but perfect. It's a disservice really. Having an infant is a huge transition and often seems dependent on the amount of sleep you are getting. Don't beat yourself up; you're a good mama!
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